Friday, April 3, 2009
YAY!
Its finally the weekend.
Been so tired and sleepy there few days in school for the past five days.
Monday: School, Cca.
Tuesday: School, Sharifah's house(to play/slack)
Floorballers had match.
Wenesday: Later school day, damn happy.
Slack in school, go home.
Thursday: School, Cca.. Sian.
Was opp sch with Pei Xin, Idah, Alicia and Elaine.
Got some problems.
Dont understand.
Alicia, you cant be so selfish.
Try to look at it from a different point of view!
Rmb what I said.
I know im in no position to say all those tt I said,
but its for you, if it werent good for you I wouldnt say it!
You know Elaine so long alrey,
and you say you let her down too many times,
then since you know tt she dont like certian things,
then dont say or do it!
You say at most you die,
You know you die it will nt only end your suffering
but make the people around you feel worse?!
If you die,
then pei xin they all will be very sad you know,
because they are your good friends and they care about you!
And if Elaine wasnt yourfriend, she wouldnt care about you or be angry at you.
She's angry because she cares.
If she didnt care,
she wouldnt even bother about you.
And your parents,
they bring you into this world and you say them until like tt.
You oso say your mother got depression.
Then you die they also have to worry about wat happen to you rite?
Think first!
Alicia, if you're seeing this,
I just want tolet you know tt we all care for you.
Dont say we dont care.
Because we do.
If we didnt care, we wouldnt talk to you or get mad at you.
Make sense?
Listen, I know (if you are reading this) this matter doesnt concern me,
but at least im trying to help.
At least if I were you,
I'd know why my friends are angry with me.
Maybe I dont understand why smts,
but I know its because they care.
And mostly because we're friends.
Im sorry if im caring too much abt this matter.
Im really sorry if i've hurt you in this post.
But rite nw,
I oso feel angry with you.
You need to think abt others too.
Im sorry I had to say all tt.
I didnt want to either.
