I AM.
Im gona do it, i really am. I want to, im going to. I will do. I will become better. I want to become better. I hope that this 5day fast is really worth what im doing. God, i pray she'll accept my apology and blessing.

GUYS..
Well, doesnt life just suck like nut-thing else right now. Anyways, guys, i know you're going through a tough time, but just hang in there!!! Trust in God and it'll be fine. Dont give up on him just because of what's happening in life, just persevere on. I'll always be here, if you need a talk, tell me, i'll call. Cuase i currently dont have a phone now, thanks to that ARGH!!!!. Ohkay yea. Im also going through a really bad time and im dealing with some shit right now, but it'll all go away, really. If it doesnt, i'll let you guys do whatever you want to me. But its only between us. And not those that can kill me kind.. HAHA. So the point is... JUST HANG IN THERE!!! AND I'LL ALWAYS BE HERE!! Btw, dont text me or call or whatever. Cause of the ARGH!!! Ohkay, Stay positive and be happy kay;D Love you;D

FORGIVE TO FORGET,
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FORGIVE TO FORGET,
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FORGIVE TO FORGET.

Youth Meeting was awesome;) OH, and i finally got a button spare phone. FINALLY!!! HAHA, Didnt go for extra classes these two days, its hols luh, then still put extra classes. Moereover, its only a week, might as well, no hols at all-_____- And they expect me to wake up so 645am just to go for a 1hour class for 2straight days? No... HAHA. So tired alrey. Want me to die isit. Im hungry); EVANIA GAVE ME CHOCOLATE YTD;P HAH, ate it with mom when i got home. I was so tired i couldnt even on the com. Weird.

“He’s not perfect. You aren’t either, and the two of you will never be perfect. But if he can make you laugh at least once, causes you to think twice, and if he admits to being human and making mistakes, hold onto him and give him the most you can. He isn’t going to quote poetry. He’s not thinking about you every moment, but he will give you a part of him that he knows you could break. Don’t hurt him, don’t change him, and don’t expect more than he can give. Don’t analyze. Smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he’s not there. Love hard when there is love to be had. Because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guy who is perfect for you.”

— Bob Marley

This is NOT a Love Song

I LOOK SO GOOD
WITHOUT YOU

Mhh yeahh

Boy i would have thought that,
When you left me i'd be broken,
With my confidence gone,
So gone.
Hey boy i would have thought that
When you said that you don't want me
I'd feel ugly as if something was wrong
Standin' in front of the mirror
My skins never been clearer
My smiles never been whiter

(Chorus:)
I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Hey i never would have thought that
When you left me
I'd feel sexy and so good in my skin again
And i never would have known that
I'd be dreaming so much better
Without you in my head
Standin' in front of the mirror
My clothes never fit better
My laughs never been louder

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

Now baby my body's lookin' better than before
Ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door
I realize now i deserve so much more
Than what you give
Than what you give
Than what you give ohhhh

I look so good without you
Got me a new hair do
Lookin' fresh and brand new
Since you said that we were through
Done with your lies
Baby now my tears dry
You can see my brown eyes
Ever since you said goodbye

I look so good
I look so good without you
I look so good
I look so good without you

SWEET LEMONS, SOUR FACES. I hate paper aeroplanes.

Lemons suddenly turn sweet, and faces turn sour. Feelings start to stir about inside. The music in the cool, calm night just soothes everything and takes the pain all away. But, only for the time being. Im tired of being played. Why's we have to listen to that song today? Why'd we have to learn to fold paper aeroplanes and the purpose of doing it? Just drain out the water from my body. I've had enough of tears and negative feelings. I hate the way everything happened. It just had to be this way. I hate myself for doing what i did. I hate them for doing what they did. Im getting better. Im growing stronger once again. Ima gona do better. So much better than i am now. Im so much better off without you. You're such an ass. Bastard. Why'd you make me love you? And just throw me aside when i got back? Why're you still in my life? Why couldnt things just stay the way they were? Why'd i even get to know you in the first place? I thought you were perfect. And you were everything to me. Now, you're nothing. You destroyed everything, my life, and crushed my hopes. Go ahead, live you happy life with her. I never did like her. I dont understand, why's she always the rival? I tried so hard. Now im left with nothing. Just a piled up mess of shattered pieces. Everyone's wanting to join the party now. Making me feel even worse than i alrey am. Back home, its fights everyday. Not one day goes by peacefully. I really want to leave all these behind. I want to go to a place where i can be what i want to be. I dont want all these anymore. Its so tiring. I've had enough tears.
All by myself.

Yesterday, Today
and Tomorrow

Yesterday, after cell, Flora, Jasper and I went for icecream at Tamp. Me and Flora went to meet Ben Lee, Esther and Yuting. Supposedly for dinner, but Esther and Yuting came late cause Esther lost her wallet. As we were late, me and Flora ran for the MRT!!! Felt so silly.. HAHA, we met PAPA and Jared at Simei MRT then went for Weiming's BBQ. It was fun. HAHA. And the truth or dare was like, OMG FUN. HAHA. Jasper sent me and Flora home. And the dare PAPA was suppose to do, was just scary, but ina way funny. HAHA. 5 Seconds lei!! But luckily he didnt. He says he dares, but just not to church peeple. SEEING HIS TRUE COLOURS!! HE'S A DIFFERENT PERSON WHEN WE'RE NOT AROUND!!! ;O Nah, just joking;D PAPA's like AWESOME okay..

Today, I woke up half and hour late. Luckily mama(grandma) pulled my blanket and shocked me at 730AM! Then i got ready and stuffs and made my way down to Expo. OTW, Lucas told me he couldnt make it for BS, so it's postponed to next week. HAHA, anywaysss, I met PAPA, Audris and Hansheng at the bus stop at Tanah Merah to Expo. At Expo, we met Justine and we went to book seats. Today's sermon by PAUL SCANLON was just AWESOME and cool. " We do not live where the HS lives now, but the HS lives in us, and we carry it to where we live. Not us following where the HS goes " HEHEHE. Went for lunch at Bedok. Then we headed to Marina Square for bowling! I suck. Cause very long never play le. HAHA. The rest of em' left. So me, Dannon, Kenneth Chua and BOB walked around and then we left. BOB sent me home with Dannon and Kenneth in the car. So i guess he sent em' home too? HAHA. I came home, showered and guitar-ed abit. HAHA and here I am.. MOST OF ALL, luckily i didnt see "him" today. But, I saw JX. I told him to ask "him" to GO AND DIE. And he didnt say anything. I think he gets the message that i hate "him", alot.

Tomorrow, there's school. And im gona rot there. Then there's CCA!!! Hope Miss Ong's not coming again;P CCA'll end at 6pm. Then will meet Dannon, Kenneth and BOB for dinner and BOB'll drive us down to PROMO to JAM. PAPA might be going also cause he wants to try drums. AHHA. Jasper's the drummer for their band. Dannon's guitar, BOB's bass and Kenneth's organ, i think. HAHA. Flora's also got her band going on. "ORA", which means presence. Why, Esther as drummer, Yvonne and guitar with Flora, yuting as bass. Flora's also doing vocals with one of em'. Can rmb who though. But yea. HAHA. Just rmb-ed that QIANG QIANG's a drummer too. HEHE. Well, yep.


They can have tomorrow and the plans we've made
They can take the music that we'll never play
All the broken dreams take everything
Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

MY HAPPY ENDING

Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hangin'
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And i thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending

So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...

You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?(even know you)
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you care
And making me feel like i was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as i fall
And letting me know we were done

He was everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be
But we lost it
All of our memories so close to me
Just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending

Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
So much for my happy ending
Oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...


It just fits so well.
I just wish I'd never have to see your face again.

BLEH'S STORIES

Winged

You walk towards the huge clearing at the back of the school.
You crss the clearing and sat beneath the tree, shading you from the sun.
You lay down on your back, carefull so you won't craush your wings.
You stare longingly at the sky, wondering when you will be able to fly.

Your wings were bigger and stronger than almost everyone in the school.
Yet, you just can't seemd to be able to fly.
You had Seniors' control over your power, even though you're only afirst year.
Hell, you had even beaten all the Seniors that your teacher had arranger to battle against you,
making you one of the strongest winged in school.

Yet, why can't you fly?!
You're frustrated and tired because for whatever reason, your wings refuse to cooperate with you.
All the other first years were able to fly just after 3 months into their training,but not oyu.
You narrowed your eyes at the sky, your hands curling into fist at your side.
A river nearby started to splash wildly, and you immediately uncurl your hands
and force yourself to relax.

You stood up, snapping your golden brown wings open.
Your eyes flashed and changed to the coour of ice blue.
You look around, you eyes searching.
As soon as you found what you wanted, you quickly made your way over.
You started to climb up the tree you had chosen, big with a wide trunk
and many other branches that will aid your foothold as you climbed.

You reacher the top opf the tree,
your wings spread out behind you, stabilizing you on the branch.
Taking in a deep breath, you jumped.
Ad you landed in the hard clearing floor, rather softly.

Your wings had caught the wind when you jumped,
allowing you to fall without injuring yourself.
You stood up, and walked towards the edge of the clearing and stopped.
you turn to your left and continued walking again, this time into the thick forest.

You continued walking until finally, you've reached the cliff where
the water was raging below you.
You used your power to settle the water, and created a blanket of water
so that when you fall, you won't hit any rocks stucked the the sand.

You had decided to try another way since your were not able to fly the 'normal' way.
You locked the joints in your wings and let yourself fall over the cliff.
You were suprised as you managed to hoverfor awhile, before falling rapily
into the blanket you had created.

You froze for a good ten seconds before breaking out into a huge grin.
You heard the distand sound of a bell, signaling that your free period is over.
You locked your joints once again, but this time, you didn't lock your wing tips.
You flapped your wings, three times, each time more powerful than the last,
and you were in the air.

As soon as youwere airbone,
You clowly unlocked your wing joints, and soon you were able to flap more freely.
You dove straight towards the School's building as the warning bell rang.
You managed to make it back for the next lesson,
with a stupid grin that had crept up to your face and refuse to leave.




That was a story by BLEH, dedicated to me!!!;DD HEHE;D
The topic was anything, and that's her random-ness,
she says she's very satisfied with her story and copied it on
another piece of paper;D;D;D

BLEH'S STORIES

You look up as he walks to your table,
You smile and greeted him in that high voice of yours.
He smiles back and sat at the edge of your table.

You look down and continued your homework.
After a minute of two, you look up and shot him a questioning look.
The only answer you get from him is a small smile.
You stare at him, trying to read him, but failing.

You sighes and continued your homework.
After about five minutes, you looked up once again.
You see him still sitting in position, still looking at you.

You put down your pencil and leaned back into your chair.
You asked him what he wanted but still the only answer was his gentle smile.
It was then that you realized that the classroom was deadly quiet.

Everyone was looking at you and you can feel his intense gaze burning into you even though you weren't looking at him.
You turn your eyes back on him and saw something flickering within the depths of his eyes.
He smiled once more at you, but slowly, the small smile turned into a smirk.

Your eyes widen as he leaned towards you
You can feel his hot breath on you ear as he whispered low into your ear.

Your eyes widen even more, if possible, after hearing his words.
You shifted uncomfortably in your seat as you felt
heat cover your cheeks.

He smirked in satisfaction at your reaction
And you looked around wildly, only to see your classmates all
avoiding your eyes.

You redden even more and pushed the guy towering over you away.
You ran out of the classromm and into the deserted hallway.
You could hear footsteps behind you, footsteps the you know by heart, making you
run faster.

[ FLUFF ENDING ]

He caught up to you, blocking pff your escape routes.
You stare at him, panting for air, while he watcher you calmly and not even out of breath.
He backs you up until your back touched the cold wall behind you.
You look into his eyes after finally catching your breath as brought his hand up
to your face, brushing your hair back that has falllen out of place.

You remained firm despite his tender action and glared at him.
Finally, after about maybe five minutes, you diecided to give in to him
and you were rewarded with a big grin.
He leaned in and planted a soft, light kiss to your cheek.
You blushed and stuttered while he laughed.

He took your hand and laced it with his own and walked you back
to the class with you.
You let out a smile as you walked back into the classroom that you had run out of
probably half and hour ago.

[ ANGST ENDING/ALTERNATE ENDING ]

You ran straight to the school yard,
You heart hammering in your chest and your breathing is laboured.
You were neve good in sports, and it it showed asyou stop in the middle of the yard,
trying to ease the painful thudding in your chest.

You nearly jumped out of your skin when you heard the distant footsteps nearing.
You force your tired and sore legs to move,
running for the wall that separated the school from the outside.
You became frantic when you got nearer to the wall,
knowing you wont be able to get over the wall.

You search around wildly, hoping, praying for a way out.
You eyes found a few wooden crates at the corner and you let out a breath
that you didnt know you were holdin.
You climbed the crates up and stood at the top of the wall,
looking down to the other side, when you heard a grunt from behind you.

He was climbing up, fast, towards you.
You jumped.

You landed wrong and sprained your wrist.
You couldn't careless, you had to run.
You continued to run, you didnt know where you were, you just had to run.

You're tired and you're slowing down.
You turn the corner, thinking you would lose him
You're wrong.

You freeze when you saw the wall.
A dead end.
You turn arounf sharply, finally face to face wth him once aqgain.

He smirked at you, slowly walking towards you.
You back away towards the wall.
It's now only a few steps to reaching you.
You're scared, and it showed calrealy in your eyes.

He quirked a grin at the fear in your pupils.
His face became a blur, and you're on the floor.
You felt a crushing pain in your ribs and you choke.

Continuoes blows rained down on you, and you feel your body starting to give out.
You're struggling to breathe now,
you feel as though you're being ripped apart with each breath.

You're numb.
And you can't feel anything anymore.
Your eyes roll back into your head
and you see white.

Then, the world stops.

DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS

Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed

I am part of a lost generation
and i refuse to believe that
I can change the world
I realize this may be a shock but
"Happiness comes from within."
is a lie, and
"Money will make me happy."
So in 30 years i will tell me children
they are not the most important thing in my life
My employer will know that
I have my prioritiesstraight because
work
is more important than
family
I tell you this
Once upon a time
Families stayed together
but this will not be true in my era
This is a quick fix society
Experts tell me
30 years from now, I will be celebrating the 10th anniversary of my divorce
I do not concede that
I will live in a country of my own making
In the future
Environmental destruction will be the norm
No longer can it be said that
My peers and I care about this earth
It will be evident that
My generation is apathetic and lethargic
It is foolish to presume that
There is hope.

And all this will come true unless we choose to reverse it.

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What are your opinions of this poem?
Now read it reversed:
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Lost Generation by Jonathan Reed

There is hope.
It is foolish to presume that
MY generation is apathetic and lethargic
It will be evident that
My peers and I care about this earth
No longer can it be said the
Evironmentaldestruction will be the norm
In the future
I will live in a country of my own making
I do not concede that
30 years from now, I will be celebrating my 10th anniversary of my divorce
Experts tell me
This is a quick fix society
but this will not be true in my era
Families stayed together
Once upon a time
I tell you this
family
is more important than
work
I have my priorities straight because
My employer will know that
they are not the most important thing in my life
So in 30 years I will tell my children
"Money will make me happy."
is a lie, and
"Happiness comes from within."
I realize this may be a shock but
I can change the world
and i refuse to believe that
I am part of a lost generation

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Now what are your views on this poem?
DIFFERENT PERCEPTIONS.
Literature Elective.
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This iz an unglam of BLEH!!!;P BLEH's Banana Skin name
with the knife that i used;D Okay, then after school we had the stupid class
commitee training and the stupid teacher suppose to
train the Care Friends(Carebears), got no time so we(me),
have to come back to see her bloody freaking face. Only know
how to waste me time. Oh, then me and SOCKIE went to slack
at Tamp and at TIMES, we saw the "CURRY BIBLE"
Oh and i found a blblie i want!! It like explains the verses, so its
called the STUDENT BIBLE, weird. Might be getting it TML!!;D Then we went to the Tampines National Library to do some reading.
Then we MRT-ed to Simei, East Point and took bus 5 home.
And thats the dinner MUMMY prepared FOR ME!!
And it was YUMMY!!!;DD

Oh, but the hotdog bread at the side is my breakfast for tml morning be4 we leave for school.
YAY! Tml going running with SOCKIE at Tamp sports hall. OMGOSH lor. HAHA, so weird. YAY! Cant wait. TRAIN STAMINA! 2.4 target 14minutes!!!!
BUAIS;D

HELLO!!;D HEHE, Okay, well, today I went to watch JingXian & WeeKiat's bball match after school. Then waited for SAC bballers to come for their match at 4PM!! My and Sockie standed there for like a total of almost 3 matches. HAHA, but it was funfunfun;D AND SAC WON!!!! Hehe, they're so AWESOME. Saw some ex-SAC seniors cause they came to support the bballers. Then when they were done, we went to find Winnie they'all again. It was awkward while it lasted. BECAUSE OF RYAN, JINGXIAN AND WEEKIAT!!! Sian, So not saying. Sockie, SHHHH!! Then bus-ed home with Sockie and i showered and blah. Nicole Fang;D Thanks for the soap;D I likey the smell. Naow i smell like it.. HAHA! Today was fun. nd during SS Miss Charlene was nicer. HEHE, I dont wane Miss Adeline Lim to come back.. She's so not nice. Oh, and yesterday, 14 of us, class peeple, out of 19 went to RTC, now known as R³. Just because after PE, we went to buy drinks from the canteen without permission and also brought it to class. Stupid Cleaner auntie told Mr.Ramlee. Then he came to our class and blah. First time this year. i think the worse is still Sec1. I rmb, i was damn noob back then. And my phone always kenna confiscated. Plus, im always late;B HEHE. Oh, but this year, the principal's got her eye on meee. Horrid, dont like her. Attire only mar. Need to say i gone case meh? Like her attire very nice like that. These few days/weeks, i realize i've really bonded alot more with Sockie;D Tml, finally got CG again. AND SOCKIE'S GOING!!!;D BIEBIE, i'll see you on sunday;D Dont laugh at the chanting! Friday recess, best sia. Like noone de. And its same break time as 3.3 So WOOHOO! HEHE. Okay, I really type alot lei. Maybe cause too long never blog le. Always so damn tired after school, i dont know why. Oh CAMP CORRI's coming! We'll be going to BINTAN. For about 4 days;D And the day we get back is a rest day. Then normal school day again. So, i wont be able to go for svc or CG.. Try'na get 3.2 Class-Tees, done before camp. But i dont think its possible really. But, its gona be so freaking fun luh. Flying fox will be landing in the sea! HEHE. so many water activities. Hope wont kenna that one (Girls will know).But im gona scream like crayzee bout the heights. This year, my class, 3.2, i've realized its really not that bad. Its really fun and enjoyable. So YAY;D We'll be tgt for 3 years;D HEHE. Funfunfun all the way. Oh and the photos below are just us, 3.2 goofing around during recess with the visualizer;D Cause we had recess as a whole class, -1 cause she's noob, and -1 again cause Rachel Aw wasnt there. -1 once more cause Yinru's suspended. -1 again... Cause this whoever Evangeline girl isnt coming to school. & -2 cause Ain transfered to 3.3 And who knows what happened to Zihui. HAHA. Rachael Anne Dias looks KOOL;B

BLOGSKINS
I hate the need to change them cause of some removal of pictures on some site, like for example, PHOTOBUCKET. Its so darn annoying. And then this stupid playlist.

I cant figure out how to put it at the bottom below the posts. Annoying. Well, anyone, knowing how to get that playlist, please, teach me;D Cause if you do it for me instead, there'd be no use.

BECAUSE

"If you give a man a fish, he wont learn and the next day, continue to beg for food (or something).

If you teach a man to fish, he can fish for food or a living." (Well, at least the meaning's there.)

If you get what i mean;B

Its okay alrey;D I did smth else;B The bad playlist is floating on the right hand side now;D

Sadly, im still coughing. Since after Camp Believe. And i got a few bruises. HAHA. Im so careless. Keep knocking into stuff. Oh, some of you might be getting belated christmas prezzies from me;D SHHH!!

Where are you now
To my favorite teacher
Who told me, never give up
To my 5th grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
To the guys I missed
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex-best friends
Don’t know how we grew apart
To my favorite band
And sing-alongs in my car
To the face I see
In my memories
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed it up
To the ones I loved
But didn’t show it enough
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
And I’ll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that’s just how it goes
People change, but I know
I won’t forget you
To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who’d swear
I’d never go anywhere
Where are you now?
Where are you now?
Cause I’m thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn’t for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn’t for you
I’d be nothing
Where are you now?

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! [to those i love in SINGAPORE!]

HAHA! Miss me right? I miss y'all there;D To chc members, i just know y'all are enjoying the christmas and candlelight services! Wishing i was there with youD; Sobs. HAHa, &wifey! I got a prezzie for ya;D HAHA, Well, so far, i spent the first night in Las Vegas! HAHA, but i didnt sleep. Was on the com. Then we went to Kingsman to wait for the train to Williams. At williams we had breakfast, and i finally touched SNOW! HAHA, but it wasnt fresh snow-_____- So then, we took train to Grand Canyon and touched FRESH SNOW! LAWL. HAHA, Had snowball fight and took many photos. PHotos will be uploaded on facebook when i get back! HAHA, Ytd, was mom's birthday!! YAY! HAHA, spent the day in Disneyland. It was AWESOME. But really really cold. Missing you guys from here..

Gillien.

If i knew love was going to be this painful,
i'd have just stayed away. I might just lose
it anytime. I'll run to a place, a place where
all this, just doesnt exist. I shouldnt have
gone with it, I should've just backed away.

MAKEOVER/FIRST JOB DAY;D
Okay, the words are indicated for the photos below it.
HAHA, okay, this one is when we havent makeup and all these blah.

Okay, then Me, Eliz and Noelle, rushed off for CON2, sat 430 BBQ! HAHA, It was fun though. LAWL. That day was just awesome;D Oh, and MANY THANKS to YQ! For helping take the photos with Eliz's phone;D HAHA, Okay, shall end here thens;D IM ROTTING AT HOME DURING HOLS!! Okay, that was just my random-nessciao

Peace, LDD

RAWR!!
I finally learnt how to order SUBWAY!! HAHA. So KOOLZ;D LOL. Never ordered SUBWAY before. But ate it before. DUH. HAH. OH, I saw PAPA and Uncle Shawn today at Central also. Was with BANG. And i was damn high. Rushed home for Prayer Conf. This stupid com keeps showing me this windows proffesional thing and its so annoying. Cause i have to type the words given over again and agaon because it keeps popping up!!! ANNOYING SHIT. Okay. NVM ciao

(POST IT)s

Why are (POST IT)s always treated like nothing? I know this may sounds like that stupid show, but still. I think it applies alot to my life. Im like a piece of (POST IT). Just like those in the photo below.

You can use them as and when you like. Treat them like trash. Do whatever you want to do with it. Scribble on it. Write important stuff on it. And when you're done with it,

You just tear it up like its nothing. Because, its just nothing. Tear it up and throw it in the bin. Just like that. They're so easily forgotten. Right now, I just feel like a freaking (POST IT). Why is it that all these things always happen to me? I never want to go through that stage of life again. All those liars. All those small little insignificant things, they all eventually become so big, just because we hang onto them. Stop lying. Stop making yourself seem so pityful, so much in need of attention and love. All you did was lie. And it just seems like my fault, everything's just my fault. I wont blame anyone else for it. I still think im the cause of it. Right now, im just a freaking (POST IT), what more can i ask for? Just do whatever you want with me. I no longer give a damn bout it.

MY HEART ABYSS.
Well, today went to do some stuff.. With FRIEND. Then ate dinner with FRIEND. HAHA. Then headed home. Today was fun though. Despite the pokes.. Watched the new 9pm show on channel 8. It SUCK-ED!! EEW. Boring. HAHA. Okay well, the point of my post today is this. Been feeling kinda down-ish a little.. The stupid problem like sorta coming back again. YeapYeap. Totally sucky. Okay, not gona nag more on it. FASTER CALL ME!!! Im so bored.

NEWS FLASH.
From FRIDAY ONWARDS, those who know im using my aunt's number, STOP CONTACTING ME AT THAT NUMBER!! Im like getting a new phone. HEH HEH. So just contact my usual number, as it has always been. If you not sure then ask me. By msn, facebook or tagging my bloggie;D HAHA. RMB! FRIDAY!

KIDNAP MY HEART
Hey girl, what's your name?
I think I caught you looking my way
Do you wanna know how to get me all to your own
Weekends work the best
I'll pick the place you do the rest
Hey now don't be shy but you got to keep me in line
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away
Cause falling in love ain't very far
Not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Can you get me up more
Fun that I can ever dream of
Could you tie me down
Can you keep me hanging around
I don't wanna be here to keep you company
Put your hand in mine got to hold on tight for the ride
Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

You've got to hold me tighter
Cause I'm a real fighter
Don't tear us apart

Love at first sight never thought it could happen to me
but you made me believe

Kidnap my heart
take me with you
Kidnap my heart
make my dreams come true
Take me away cause falling in love ain't very far
not far from the start
Kidnap my heart.

Kidnap my heart
Kidnap my heart....

YAY US!;D
YAY! Just Webcam-ed with BIEBIE;D LOL okay, today after school went to bugis with NahNah to meet Monkey, Polar Bear and Monkey's friend cause they dont know how to go to Masquarade;B HAH. Then halfway through, Tortoise came along also. Around 4 plus Dannon, Pei Lin and Kah Eng came, as Kah Eng needed to get a costume. The "duke" costume reallyt suited him lor. Damn cute. HAHA. Yeapyeap. Then Polar Bear decided on the Bruce Lee costume. Then Monkey, FINALLY decided on the Ninja costume. Which took like forever. Then me and NahNah went to Tamp to meet Sockie after her training. Monkey, Polar bear and Tortoise then came to look for us as Tamp for dinner. Then we Jalan jalan awhile. Then me and Sockie went crayzee at Toy's R us. Cause NahNah like took her racket and shoebag. Then I took it from NahNah and got chased by Sockie. so yea. then, I forgot what Monkey said. Wait,Monkey did smth to Sockie, and also made her wait so long. Then still dont want to say sorry to her!! So I like, gave Monkey a wet willy. You know, like when I put my finger with saliva into Monkey's ear and like twist here and there;P HEH HEH. Too bad Monkey. But really thanks you all for today. It was sooo much fun. And also for making NahNah and Sockie eat. And Sockie actually thinks that Tortoise is like scary. HAHAH. Funny lor;B Sockie please dont kill me. I LOVE YOU!!;D Haha. Then we also saw MISS NG!!! Then we were at Cotton On, and she also went in. Then Father called. Then the stupid Polar bear still keep talking so loudly when I asked that Polar Bear to "SSHHH". Annoying. Later get me into trouble then Polar Bear will like DIE. ;B HAHAH. Okay luh. but it was great seeing all of them. And MISS NG! I saw her twice today. HEH HEH;D She's so cute lor. HAHA. And I told her Polar Bear said she's pretty, but didnt tell her that Polar Bear said she's HOT. HAHA. Amber Liu is also HAWTHAWTHAWT. Okay thens. Tml im gona die with the stupid drama and push cart thing. Plus got cca, not sure if we're dancing though. Might be watching movie instead. Then after cca, have to rush down to Riverwalk for Spooky Boo skit. SADAKO! Haha. Have to learn how to "CRAWL". Jason's like teaching me lei! Cant wait to see how he crawls. HEH. Im so bad. But its like a once in a life time thing!!. Soo.... HAHa. Okay luh. Im like getting snoozy-ier by the second. CIAO;D

BLUE BREEZE perfrmance was AWESOME. Though we had a little mistakes here and there (not alot okay), it was great. But the audience was PATHETIC. Make us practice so hard for some PATHETIC AUDIENCE. But it was fun though. Through this dance item, I've bonded with my seniors + Rachel alot. The time spent together was fun and full of laughter. Miss Ong says i've really opened up alot. So thanks God for that. The purple-ish shirts are our NEWEST SAC MD CCA SHIRT. Lastest edition. Haa. Jackets will also be available soon, but optional for Modern dancers. Cant wait for it. Still hoping for SAC concert next year. And SYF the following year. Might be performing during CNY in school as well. So really cant wait for it. My first dance for School Grad was great. But Fort Caning was even more AWESOME! Though Miss Ong added a few more steps to the dance, thanks God we remembered them. SO overall,im glad that my first performance with the school was GREAT. Cant wait for more opportunities like these to come by. STUPID H1N1 take away my trip to Laos with MD. And still come attack me. Causing me to not being able to attend school, church camp, svc and most of all putting me in a room for 5 days and making me grow fat. THERE FORE I CAN CONCLUDE THAT, HOSPISTALS ARE BUILT TO MAKE PEEPLE FAT. But, hehe. During that time, alot of peeple cared for me. Especially one. So, just THANKS GOD FOR EVERYTHING! Tml can dont go cca, but still going. Gona snooze naow.. CIAO;D

-LiTTlEdRuNKeNDaNCeR

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